Joshua Pointer - Seductive In Small Doses

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Now Playing

Doves – One Of These Days
Greater California – Missing Summer
Grandaddy – Stray Dog And The Chocolate Shake
Clap Your Hands Say YeahUpon This Tidal Wave Of Young Blood
Imogen HeapGoodnight And Go
Shout Out Louds – But Then Again No
Acid House Kings – This Heart Is A Stone
Kings Of Convenience – Misread
Decemberists16 Military Wives
Gorillaz – Dirty Harry
Death Cab For CutieSoul Meets Body
Aqueduct – The Tulsa Trap
Mazarin – Another One Goes By
American Analog Set – Born On The Cusp
Modest MouseThe World At Large

Monday, February 27, 2006

My Birthday

I turned thirty-four today and enjoyed the best birthday I've had in recent memory. Actually, the best in distant memory too, but my distant memory isn't great, so take that for what it's worth.

My children rule. They greeted me with the most enthusiastic and sincere "Happy Birthday" I've ever experienced and proceeded to shower me with the most perfect collection of gifts I think I've ever received.

Each presented me with a homemade card and a small hand-drawn picture in a frame. My son's picture was of either him or me (the secret to enjoying the art of a five-year-old is not to press on the details) in a nice little frame he had made as part of some craft activity at some point in the past. My daughter presented her picture of a birthday cake in a colorful frame she had acquired via the kid's club of a local grocery.

Then they showed me how they had spent the morning while I slept. They washed my car. Wow. Perfect. My car was filthy and I hadn't been able to work up the energy to wash it myself or the will to pay someone else $8 to do it for me. They even cleaned the inside of the back seat windows, on which they had spent the past several months building an impressive collection of small, grimy fingerprints.

We had dinner at Chuck-E-Cheese, which has become something of a birthday tradition for us. I hit the skee-ball jackpot: 120-some-odd tickets. My wife hit the home run derby jackpot: 25 tickets. Grand total: 334 tickets. The kids burned them on cotton candy and a couple of cheap toys. Then home for cake and a final surprise.

They bought me a CD with their own money; Husky Rescue's Country Falls. Wow. Think about that. First of all, a five-year-old and eight-year-old pool their limited resources to buy me a gift on their own. Money they could (and probably should) have spend on toys, books, candy or any of the other things they love spending money on, and they spend it on me. And then to display such great taste! You have to believe me when I say I never suggested any sort of gift, let alone a CD, let alone that particular CD.

They've both been listening to a lot of music with me lately via XM and have discovered some things they like. My daughter has recently expressed a fondness for Acid House Kings, while my son is a fan of the song Sleep Tight Tiger from the aforementioned Husky Rescue album. So when my wife took them to Borders to pick out a CD, those were their natural choices. Acid House Kings wasn't in stock, so Husky Rescue won by forfeit.

Again, wow. Pure. Natural. Sincere. Thoughtful. Gift giving at its best. And cheap! It just doesn't get any better than that.

Most gift giving these days seems to be born of a sense of obligation. Some occasion looms on the calendar and a gift is expected. Force an idea (usually a bad one). Carve out some time to grudgingly shop, usually contemporanous with other necessary but unwelcome errands. Throw away some money (usually too much). Deliver the gift. Make a pretend fuss. It's all purely mechanical. I hate it on both ends: giving and receiving.

But natural, heartfelt gift giving; what an amazing experience. The inspiration, the pleasure of acquisition, the excitement of giving, the knot in the stomach. Will they understand it? Will they like it? There's no experience like it.

I don't give many gifts anymore. My kids are really the only people to whom I feel strongly connected anymore; the only people who inspire me. So they're basically the only people to whom I give gifts. I feel that natural, heartfelt desire to give to them, and doing so gives me great pleasure.

Today they returned that pleasure in a way I haven't experienced in a very long time, if ever.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Seductive In Small Doses

You may have noticed the "Seductive In Small Doses" up there at the top of the page. That should be my epitaph. It's a line from a Trashcan Sinatras song called Hayfever. As it turns out, the line in the song refers to women and germs, but since they're a Scottish band with lyrical delivery sometimes bordering on completely unintelligible, I didn't catch on to that until fairly recently. I always thought they wrote it about me. People seem to have strong reactions to me initially; either very positive or very negative. The positives seem to get over it.

Now Playing

Sufjan Stevens – Decatur
Mobius Band – I Just Turned 18
Sun Kil Moon – Dramamine
Stars – Set Yourself On Fire
Aqueduct – Five Star Day
Doves – Someday Soon
Robbers On High Street – Beneath The Tree
Sam Prekop – Two Dedications
Death Cab For Cutie – Different Names
Sigur Ros – Se Lest
Husky Rescue – Sunset Drive
Margot & The Nuclear So-and-So's – Vampires In Blue
American Analog Set – Immaculate Heart
Her Space Holiday – The Good People
Acid House Kings – That's Because You Drive Me
Sufjan Stevens – Come On! Feel The Illinoise!

Friday, February 24, 2006

Delphi MyFi Information

The following is a purely utilitarian post providing specific answers to specific questions for specific people interested in a specific product. This is information I was unable to find when evaluating XM receiver options. If you're in the market for an XM receiver and considering the Delphi MyFi, you might find this useful. Otherwise, skip it. You've been warned.

I was pleasantly surprised this Christmas to receive the Delphi MyFi XM satellite radio receiver I had been coveting for a while. It was the MyFi's promise of portability that distinguished it in my mind from other receivers, all of which seemed to be bound to a mess of cords, cables and cradles. With an internal antenna, rechargable lithium ion battery and FM modulator, the MyFi seemed to offer the possibility of a cradle-free existence. This appealed to me greatly. So, how does it stack up? Here's the verdict.

The Battery

The battery is great. It provides around five hours of charge with screen backlighting on. It would presumably provide considerably more life with the power-hungry backlighting off. I use the MyFi almost exclusively on battery power and have never had a problem. The only time I use a power cable is for charging on the home cradle.

The FM Modulator

As far as I know, all XM receivers have a built-in FM modulator, providing audio output without a physical connection to the output device (usually a home or car stereo). The MyFi's FM modulator works, but only if you have a clear FM frequency near the top or bottom of the FM band. In the Tampa area where I live, there are no consistently clean frequencies in the 87, 88, 89, 106 and 107 ranges within which the FM modulator operates, so I am unable to use it without experiencing considerable interferance. That commits me to a cradle both at home and in the car for audio line out. Bummer. But the modulator should work in areas with less FM band congestion. When using the receiver with headphones, no cradle is necessary for audio out.

The Antenna

Not to put too fine a point on it, the internal antenna is garbage. I was able to get it to work briefly while standing perfectly still outside and holding the receiver away from my body, pointing due South with a clear line of sight to the horizon. Otherwise, it's useless. The included clip-on antenna is similarly useless. So, barring any third-party options, the cradle is required as the home and auto antennas are unable to connect directly to the receiver's built in antenna jack; they can only connect through the cradle. That's irritating.

On the plus side, the included home and auto antennas are great. I have the auto antenna inside the car on the dash and have not experienced a single drop out, so I've been able to safely ignore the onerous stated requirement of an external antenna installation. The home antenna is similarly excellent. Despite the stated requirement of a clear Southern exposure position, I've had no trouble with the antenna positioned at the North end of my home, pointing South through both an internal and external wall. The exceptional antenna performance may be due in part to the apparent prevalence of ground-based signal repeaters in my area. Your mileage may vary depending on the repeater situation in your area.

Quality/Reliability

The original receiver was dead on arrival, which made for a disappointing Christmas Day. It had to be exchanged for a new unit at the point of purchase (Circuit City).

The battery that came with the receiver was recalled for some reason. About two weeks after registering the receiver, a new battery arrived in the mail with a letter saying, essentially, "use this battery and throw out the other one." OK. I hadn't had problems with the original battery and I haven't had any problems with the new one.

In the two months I've had the replacement receiver, I've experienced one notable reliability issue. The thing just freaked out one day recently, with the screen displaying a lot of gibberish before going blank. Resetting the receiver by removing the battery solved the problem but deleted all of my settings and recorded content. A nuisance to be sure, but not a deal breaker.

The Big Bonus

One very big and very unexpected bonus for me has been the receiver's programmable record function, a feature unique to the XM2GO receivers. You can record up to five hours of programming for later playback. I never thought I'd use this, believing I'd always want live reception. As it turns out, I use it constantly. By listening to a five hour recording of a given station rather than listening live, I get a Tivo-like experience, with the ability to scan all of the recorded titles and listen to those I like while skipping those I don't. I'm also able to repeat favorites as often as desired. Very cool.

The Verdict

It's not entirely portable but it's a huge improvement over the other receivers. With recorded content and headphones it's entirely portable, and listening to recorded content isn't nearly as lame as I thought it might be. In the car, it requires two cables to the cradle (antenna and line out) rather than the three required by other receivers (power, antenna and line out). At home, it's the same as all the others when in the cradle, but, again, entirely portable with recorded content and headphones. In a nutshell, I like it. Go buy one.

On Caring About The Wrong Things

There is an article in the most recent edition of The A.V. Club wherein several musicians and other creative types comment on randomly selected songs from their iPods. In that article, David Berman of Silver Jews makes the following comment when Lee Ann Womack's I Hope You Dance comes up:
I really think Lee Ann Womack has an amazing voice, and I was really disappointed when I found out she was a Republican.
What kind of person is disappointed when a musician they enjoy turns out to support a different political party? To be disappointed, you first need to be emotionally invested. Who in the world chooses to spend whatever extra time and energy they have investing themselves emotionally in the political affiliations of musicians?

I like the most recent Decemberists album, Picaresque, very much. That album contains a great song called 16 Military Wives that strikes an antiwar pose. As political thought goes, it's utter pap. But as pop songs go, it's brilliant. I love it. I couldn't possibly care less who the Decemberists supported in the last election. However likely it may be that we lean toward opposite political poles, no vote they cast could lessen the enormous emotional impact of The Engine Driver one bit.

Many people seem to spend an inordinate amount of time these days caring about all the wrong things. I enjoy pointing at those people and laughing. So, look, there's David Berman, the guy from Silver Jews who was disappointed to learn that Lee Ann Womack is a Republican. Ha, ha, ha. What a dork.

Prologue

Why am I doing this?

If I was struck dead by a bus tomorrow, my children would have no real record of who I was or how I thought, save the impressions of several people who don't really understand me. I would like to begin to build some sort of independent, unfiltered archive of my thoughts and my thought process to ensure a life's history written at least partly by me.

I also possess a private vanity that I suspect is shared by many others. There are certain people I've known over the years who I think about every once in a while. I would like to be able to anonymously catch up with them. I don't necessarily want to talk to them, just know about them. My private vanity is that there is someone out there who feels the same way about me. Here is their chance to re-experience me. Perhaps they will be inspired to reciprocate.

Finally, I sometimes have things to say but no one to say them to. It's not so much that I want to be heard. I'd just like to explore these ideas somewhere other than in my head.

That's why I'm doing this.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Now Playing

Stars – Set Yourself On Fire
Hood – The Negatives...
Imogen Heap – Loose Ends
The Dears – Warm and Sunny Days
Rogue Wave – Salesman At The Day Of The Parade
Doves – Almost Forgot Myself
Shout Out Louds – Wish I Was Dead
Telepopmusik – Close
Ester Drang – Oceans of You
Margot & the Nuclear So-and-So's – Vampires In Blue
Belle & Sebastian – Dress Up In You
Sufjan Stevens – Casimir Pulaski
Husky Rescue – New Light of Tomorrow